had AHM training today..16km..one of those nice long runs..long runs to clear your mind of whatever troubles you have and whatnot.but it didnt work this time.not this time man.sheesh.
i was running on just pure emotions.run run runnning away trying to escape from reality..i didnt even feel tired cause of all that emotions welled up in me. i tried to make myself so tired i would stop thinking..have no more energy to think..maybe i'll feel better.but nope..couldnt..no matter how hard i ran i wasnt tired..the emotions were just so great it was overwhelming.it's amazing actually how powerful welled up emotions can be..it never goes away.i wish things didnt have to end up like this.i can only hope..and pray.
oh yea i came in first today for the first time as a result.haha.
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