i've decided..and i shall stick by it

wow this four days off from ocs almost made me forget that i had to book in today.sheesh.i feel like post A levels days all over again man.haha.

well i've been thinking alot lately..for i dont know what reason..and lately i've been feeling kinda confused and lost..i dont know what to think anymore..yea i woke up damn early this morning and couldnt sleep cause my thoughts was just swirling round and round in my head.its getting on my nerves..so i took my ipod..wore some singlet and went for a run..one of those long runs..those therapeutic runs that just helps you get over what it is you are trying to get over..and it worked!haha.i feel so much better now..though still a little shaky..but yea..my mind is clear..i've sort through my thoughts and there's no turning back anymore..smile!=)

this is for you reading this.

Goo Goo Dolls - Let Love In


You wait, wanting this world
To let you in
And you stand there
A frozen light
In dark and empty streets
You smile hiding behind
A God-given face
But I know you're so much more
Everything they ignore
Is all that I need to see

You're the only one I ever believed in
The answer that could never be found
The moment you decided to let love in
Now I'm banging on the door of an angel
The end of fear is where we begin
The moment we decided to let love in

I wish
Wishing for you to find your way
And I'll hold on for all you need
That's all we need to say
I'll take my chances while
You take your time with
This game you play
But I can't control your soul
You need to let me know
You leaving or you gonna stay

You're the only one I ever believed in
The answer that could never be found
The moment you decided to let love in
Now I'm banging on the door of an angel
The end of fear is where we begin
The moment we decided to let love in

There's nothing we can do about
The things we have to do without
The only way to feel again
Is let love in

There's nothing we can do about
The things we have to live without
The only way to see again
Is let love in

You're the only one I ever believed in
The answer that could never be found
The moment you decided to let love in
Now I'm banging on the door of an angel
The end of fear is where we begin
The moment we decided to let love in