eternal sunshine of the spotless mind

today i didnt do anything other than take three naps throughout the day..gymed for ten minutes..walk around the other half of my estate and watched Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind

this quote is what gave the basis for the show. it's by alexander pope and i would say it's a little too deep for my comprehension.so here it is:

How happy is the blameless vestal's lot!
The world forgetting, by the world forgot.
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind!
Each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd

oh man i just so love this show!(yes yes i know i'm lagging by two years!) it's such a great show about two people who were so angry and messed up with each other after a breakup that they undergo a process to erase every single memory of each other in their lives so that they could move on and start over again.so it's like that night the people would come over to erase your memory and in the morning you start afresh..anew all over again.

the beautiful part is that the guy(joel) after waking up into his new world with clementine(the girl) completely gone from his mind..he meets her again at a beach and they fall in love all over again. in the end they find out that they were actually together and had broken up with each other already because of all the stupid things that happened in their relationship. so like the girl wanted to leave and never come back because she knew that in the end she would get bored with him..that in the end the guy does not trust her..and that in the end they stop loving each other. so when the guy askes her to stay she says no and when he says why she tells him all those stuff. then this part really cracked me up..(made my goose pimples stand and all)..after she explained what she felt, he just said "ok"..i mean even before getting together knowing that shit would happen later on..they were still willing to give it a try a second round because maybe..just maybe..things may be different this time round.

gosh i was fighting back my tears the whole time because i was watching it in the living room and like everyone was walking around and all.haha.well ya.a very touching show that brought to mind alot of things.

maybe she had undergone this process to competely forget about me.that would explain the utter indifference she has towards me.like as though nothing had ever happened before between us.maybe i need to undergo this process too.oh well.her nick led me to this song..which is kinda of a sad song to me..i don't know you figure it out yourself..here are the lyrics and the song for your pleasure.

I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done

And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Away from here

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbye
I nearly do

Light up...

Slower slower
We don't have time for that
All I want is to find an easier way
To get out of our little heads

Have heart my dear
We're bound to be afraid
Even if it's just for a few days
Making up for all this mess