omg it's children's day today! wheeeeee:) haha i'm gonna celebrate it by going for my last ever exercise/mission in singapore as a cadet!haha.oh well i've not been a child for such a long time now but there's an inner child within all of us yea? they say old people get a second childhood when they become real old..like olderly old.hahaha.
i was looking back and thinking of those times in bmt when i didnt have a com..and i was reading my journal entries in my little black notebook..i remember i used to write in them all the time cause i was so bored..i bitched about people in there..i recorded all my weird thought and ideas and complains and irritations and happiness and sadness and blah blah blah in that small little book that i still have now. there was this weird entry where i wrote:
" would the whole world be shifted out of it's rotational axis if everyone in the world, all six billion of us stood on one side of the world and jumped and landed at the same time..exactly the same time.would there be an earthquake powerful enough to tear the world apart? a resultant tsunami wave massive enough to drown the whole world? would earth fly out of this solar system and get sucked straight into the sun?"
haha.omg i remember writing that in a training shed in the sun waiting for night life firing to commence.it seemed like only yesterday that i enlisted in the army..we gave a photo frame with this picture of us in it that was taken just shortly after i enlisted into bmt..my hair was still shaved and all..it was that night van decided we should try this steamboat thingy place at potong pasir and then we went to TCC at PS to sit down and chat..yea so last sat gane was saying how he rememebers how it seemed such a short while ago that he sent us off to bmt..and now i'm gonna commision as an officer.wow.okay i'm rambling on and on cause i'm in one of those moods where i just feel like talking and talking alot of nonsense and rubbish but there's noone really online now to talk to me and all.well van's online but she doesnt have time cause she has stupid mid terms in smu and all.
i wanna get a tattoo and ink myself. i wanna listen to my radiohead songs. i wanna go out with all my friends, one at a time for lunch to spend quality time with them. i wanna not go for tonight's mission even though it's kinda one of the last we'll do already and i'm not even doing much. i wanna meet more people. i wanna fly overseas. i wanna send faye off this thur and hug her for the last time and see her cry cause she's so cute when she does. i wanna play squash. i wanna run for my school again. i wanna do something constructive. i wanna compose a song. i wanna sleep without caring about the time. i wanna make so much money i can give so much to charity i wont even feel the pinch. i wanna tell my instructors that they are screwed up and good for nothings who only know how to pretend they know their stuff when they don't. i wanna know what my future would be like.
okay i have to stop now or i'll just go on forever.tata!:)
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