cause we are the best

heellooooo. okay this is scary cause the army has dictated that we should not talk about anything in army..anything we've learnt and whatever they do in there..hush hush..haha..so yes i cant talk much about pretty anything cause that's my life now..the army life.haha

well i've got some time today so yea i kinda decided to update some shit on this place before blogger kicks me out or something for not updating this anymore and taking up free space.haha.

oh well i'm in ocs sierra wing.the wing with girls.haha..oh man the girls are super pro dont ever look down on them they do exactly what the hell we do.and although some do this for the scholarships..a couple actually do it on their accord..cos they wanna serve the nation and protect their home.sheesh i dont know what they are thinking but i'm glad they've got a sense of purpose in their lives.haha. and its not like they are people who screwed up their A's or something and cant get into uni..there are all RJ and VJ and HC people.scary huh..doesnt that just put so many guys to shame? yes it does..i'm ashamed of myself too.

well what we do in there and what i've been up to for the last ten weeks shall be kept a secret cause i dont know what can i say and what i cant say but yea..if i say what i'm not supposed to say and they find out i get charged and sent to jail or something..haha.

oh there's prolly one thing i can talk about which is that i'm training for the army half marathon and i'm actually gonna represent ocs! cool shit huh. and like my training partners are like the same people i used to race with at nationals last time and lose to.haha.now we train together as one team.nicee.i swear i'm fitter now than i ever was training in cross country.haha.sheesh.what a waste huh..oh and i got a new pair of shoes..a pair of mizuno trainers and i'm sooo happy.haha..there're like my girlfriends man..i admit i do have a shoe fetish man.haha.

and now for the intermission. some songs to keep you occupied.haha

Metric - Monster Hospital(MSTRKRFT remix)


Massive Attack - Teardrops


so anyways my life has been kinda routine and boring..on weekdays in ocs,,i wake at 5.30am and the day ends at 10.30pm..this is a normal day and usually the only few things i look forward to are meals and lights out.yea i love to sleep and sleep's never enough in there.on unlucky days there's live firing, tests on weapons on demolitions, on safety regulations blah blah blah.and somehow there always seems to be a highlight event everyday..there's never a day that i would say.."wow today's damn slack" it's always "wah today got SOC" or "wah sian live firing till 2am tonight". well anyways the good thing's that the people here are damn nice and like just damn cooperative and yea nice..not like the people in bmt which i mentioned in my previous entry,gosh those people! never thought they existed.but i've not met anyone here that i really detest or whatnot.guess it's cause we are the best in the SAF.haha.well you might think that i dont really like ocs much but i tell you there's not a day that i really regret coming here(not that i had a choice.ha)but seriously this is the best place to be already man.although the training's mother hard..the pride is even greater.gosh it's just too cool to be an officer cadet.the pride..the respect..it says everything.

weekends i dont do much cos i'm hardly out anyway..if its a normal weekend, its bookout from sat afternoon to sun night..so yea i usually spam the going out with friends and all on sat and spend sun recuperating for the week ahead.

oh and yea i didnt get into law at nus.shucks.got into business administration which isnt too bad either but yea i just wanted to get into law.i'm appealing in and if i dont get it i'll try again next yr.and if by 2009 if i dont get it then it means its fated and i shall strive to either be the entrepreneur of the yr someday or be the top investment banker in some investment bank.haha.if i do get into law..an averagely top-notched lawyer job should be good enough.ha oh man.i'm not really sure what to do with my life.but yea.

went out with some friends yesterday..well i didnt really go out with esther.we just chilled at the park and talked about our lives.haha.so emo huh.then went for dinner with my grandparents at gardens and decided to drop over at jj's house since it was so nearby..man we talked about damn alot of shit man and finally ended up at coffee bean drinking coffee like we always used to.gosh i miss my friends..as in my old friends! i hope we never lose contact.though i dont think we ever will.haha.

oh i'm gonna get a tattoo soon.an ambigram of my name i think and like on my back just below my neck.but yeea i havent decided completely yet so ya.

well i guess i'm boring you already so yea this post is over.i'm actually bored of myself i think army has dulled my brains.haha.so now for more music=)

The Knife - Silent Shout


Radiohead - Everything In It's Right Place