ok i've found out that it's official already. together together happily ever after. that was fast man. actually 3 months is alright. i think it may be the right time to open that spare bottle of pott rum in my drawer. the martell cognac in the kitchen is beckoning to me.
Weezer - Say It Ain't So
Sunday, December 31, 2006
whatsername
friday bren came over to my place after our very productive gym training. i wanted jj to come too but he couldnt. bren and me were in kinda some sorta spying mood that day..shan't elaborate but it was fun doing what we did at J8 and at my place..like some playground man my estate.ha so anyways he left that night after trying my dad's otahs which i must say..are very good! better than the real thing i tell him. bet it made his day.haha
sat came and went and i was kinda pissed with the way sat turned out. not so much what we did but what we didnt do. oh well. something like that i'm not sure what i'm talking about too anyway. so like my sis and I met my cousins in cityhall to go marina square to go bowling. i hate bowling unless it's at kelvin's club. anyway so we were there on time and they were late..as usual. sometimes i should just be late too..like fashionably late. i'm always early or on time. it sucks to wait around doing nothing. so yes anyway we went to bowl and i hated the bowling shoes they gave us. why do they always always have to make bowling shoes so ugly and uncomfortable. i swear they do it on purpose or something just to see us in a ridiculous manner.
what i was really cheesed out about yesterday was that i had to miss the wings' gathering at vjc for some crappy dinner with my grandparents to celebrate new year's eve. for christ's sake it wasn't even new year's eve. it was the eve of new year's eve. it's just because it's some tradition or something which i understand anyway. but ya it wasnt a grand affair or anything either. ate at the hallal food court banquet and ate some fish and chips that were kinda not so good..made me feel sick and all. the coffee was good though. anyway i could have still gone for the gathering at vj after the dinner but i thought it would be damn lame or something to turn up when everyone was about to leave. i didnt really want to go for it for the wings ppl or whatever..it's just that all my favourite track friends were going except amanda and me. and i hate being left out. haha insecurities huh. oh ya speaking of amanda..i wanted to surprise visit her after bowling at citilink adadas but i guess she wasn't working then.
so that night i went home and watched 2 vcds back to back cause i was so bored. alien vs predator and MI3. the former i havent watched before but the latter i already did. it was worth it anyway.
anyways this morning..sun new year's eve..i woked up feeling damn depressed and lost and whatever words that can be used to describe someone who feels like just disappearing or dying. i rarely wake up that way by the way. so i get up cause i have to leave for church in 25 minutes and i go to brush my teeth feeling as depressed as ever and i realized the reason why all of a sudden. i had a dream which i didnt like. a dream of whatsername. you know i hardly ever have dreams. well this one was particularly disturbing because they say dreams are a reflection of your true thoughts and emotions. it's what you think of in your sub-conscious state and tells the truth about what you want and desire..unlike in reality where you can bluff yourself to believe what you want to believe.
i think it all started on fri when i was in school gyming with bren and jj. we went to the toilet at the quadrangle and the whole bunch of counsellors were there to practice i don't know what shit for the j1 orientation in a few days time. i knew whatsername would be there and i was kinda nervous..didnt want to bump into her. but i was telling them guys that i'm over already..no way am i even gonna wish she was back anymore. whatever. so ya we walked across the quadrangle and we saw whatsisface and like...i shant say.. then like i don't know she comes from but whatsername appears and waves at us..or rather jj. well that kinda scared me a little i dont know why. i'm such a pathetic loser. anyway i guess that had something to do with my dream cause in my dream it went something like whatsername smsed me..kinda asking me if we could start over again and that blah blah blah. i was thinking to myself in my dream that whatsisface must have played and toyed with whatsername. oh well whatever. and in my dream i could remember that i did tell bren and jj that i won't want whatsername back. blah blah blah somemore things happened after that which was the main part that kinda made me feel so depressed. i wont say it i'm sorry. some things are better left to myself. but ya the gist of it all was that if i did dream about this..there has to be a reason and i think i kinda know the answer at the back of my head but i just don't want to admit it. like i said..how loser can i get already man. get over it you bitch daryl!
so ya i went to church and prayed that i would feel better and get over this nonsense..and prayed that whatsername will be better to whatsisface. soften up her cold heart i told god. it really isnt fair to me. and then like it couldn't get worse i saw whatsername in church. luckily whatsername didnt see me. i was wearing the shirt whatsername gave me for my birthday. i should have thrown it away already but it's a nice shirt and all. whatever. plus my heart was racing for like two minutes after i saw whatsername. sheesh. do you think whatsername has already thrown away the gifts i got her?
so yes i went for lunch went shopping with my mum to get her some clothes and i come home and chat on msn. i saw lionel online so i said hi. well he hasnt replied me yet but i saw his display pic. i swear god is doing this to me on purpose. there in his pic was shiming and him..xin yin..and whatsername and whatsisface. stop haunting me! i swear this is sufficient reason for downing a bottle of whiskey.
and i know if any of my close friends read this they would be scolding me again. sheesh. i should scold myself too.
Greenday - whatsername
sat came and went and i was kinda pissed with the way sat turned out. not so much what we did but what we didnt do. oh well. something like that i'm not sure what i'm talking about too anyway. so like my sis and I met my cousins in cityhall to go marina square to go bowling. i hate bowling unless it's at kelvin's club. anyway so we were there on time and they were late..as usual. sometimes i should just be late too..like fashionably late. i'm always early or on time. it sucks to wait around doing nothing. so yes anyway we went to bowl and i hated the bowling shoes they gave us. why do they always always have to make bowling shoes so ugly and uncomfortable. i swear they do it on purpose or something just to see us in a ridiculous manner.
what i was really cheesed out about yesterday was that i had to miss the wings' gathering at vjc for some crappy dinner with my grandparents to celebrate new year's eve. for christ's sake it wasn't even new year's eve. it was the eve of new year's eve. it's just because it's some tradition or something which i understand anyway. but ya it wasnt a grand affair or anything either. ate at the hallal food court banquet and ate some fish and chips that were kinda not so good..made me feel sick and all. the coffee was good though. anyway i could have still gone for the gathering at vj after the dinner but i thought it would be damn lame or something to turn up when everyone was about to leave. i didnt really want to go for it for the wings ppl or whatever..it's just that all my favourite track friends were going except amanda and me. and i hate being left out. haha insecurities huh. oh ya speaking of amanda..i wanted to surprise visit her after bowling at citilink adadas but i guess she wasn't working then.
so that night i went home and watched 2 vcds back to back cause i was so bored. alien vs predator and MI3. the former i havent watched before but the latter i already did. it was worth it anyway.
anyways this morning..sun new year's eve..i woked up feeling damn depressed and lost and whatever words that can be used to describe someone who feels like just disappearing or dying. i rarely wake up that way by the way. so i get up cause i have to leave for church in 25 minutes and i go to brush my teeth feeling as depressed as ever and i realized the reason why all of a sudden. i had a dream which i didnt like. a dream of whatsername. you know i hardly ever have dreams. well this one was particularly disturbing because they say dreams are a reflection of your true thoughts and emotions. it's what you think of in your sub-conscious state and tells the truth about what you want and desire..unlike in reality where you can bluff yourself to believe what you want to believe.
i think it all started on fri when i was in school gyming with bren and jj. we went to the toilet at the quadrangle and the whole bunch of counsellors were there to practice i don't know what shit for the j1 orientation in a few days time. i knew whatsername would be there and i was kinda nervous..didnt want to bump into her. but i was telling them guys that i'm over already..no way am i even gonna wish she was back anymore. whatever. so ya we walked across the quadrangle and we saw whatsisface and like...i shant say.. then like i don't know she comes from but whatsername appears and waves at us..or rather jj. well that kinda scared me a little i dont know why. i'm such a pathetic loser. anyway i guess that had something to do with my dream cause in my dream it went something like whatsername smsed me..kinda asking me if we could start over again and that blah blah blah. i was thinking to myself in my dream that whatsisface must have played and toyed with whatsername. oh well whatever. and in my dream i could remember that i did tell bren and jj that i won't want whatsername back. blah blah blah somemore things happened after that which was the main part that kinda made me feel so depressed. i wont say it i'm sorry. some things are better left to myself. but ya the gist of it all was that if i did dream about this..there has to be a reason and i think i kinda know the answer at the back of my head but i just don't want to admit it. like i said..how loser can i get already man. get over it you bitch daryl!
so ya i went to church and prayed that i would feel better and get over this nonsense..and prayed that whatsername will be better to whatsisface. soften up her cold heart i told god. it really isnt fair to me. and then like it couldn't get worse i saw whatsername in church. luckily whatsername didnt see me. i was wearing the shirt whatsername gave me for my birthday. i should have thrown it away already but it's a nice shirt and all. whatever. plus my heart was racing for like two minutes after i saw whatsername. sheesh. do you think whatsername has already thrown away the gifts i got her?
so yes i went for lunch went shopping with my mum to get her some clothes and i come home and chat on msn. i saw lionel online so i said hi. well he hasnt replied me yet but i saw his display pic. i swear god is doing this to me on purpose. there in his pic was shiming and him..xin yin..and whatsername and whatsisface. stop haunting me! i swear this is sufficient reason for downing a bottle of whiskey.
and i know if any of my close friends read this they would be scolding me again. sheesh. i should scold myself too.
Greenday - whatsername
Thursday, December 28, 2006
take a walk
so today i went for training again. was one hell of a training session i swear my coach is a compulsive liar..always makes training harder than he says it'll be. so today i was doing 300m intervals and like yesterday i was saying about how having a song in your head really makes a difference to the way you run cause of the in-built tempo thingy. today was really funny cause it was this song that had quite an alright beat but was called "take a walk" by spoon. and you know when you are running and dead beat but still running, the first thing that comes to mind is to stop and well..take a walk!haha. unfortunately i cant find that song online so you cant hear it.haha sorry!
on the bus home i was just thinking to myself. just recently i was like doing so many things, like staying over doing this and doing that. but now i've just been training for i don't know what and coming home to go online and do this shit and look at friendster and check my email and chat on msn and all the common rubbish we do on the net. guess like everyone got kinda bored of doing the same thing over and over again. well also because like almost everyone i know has kinda started working or was already working except for the bunch of us guys who are going into the army in jan.
there's like only one thing i look forward to. it's the planned stayover at brendan's house next fri. he just got back from europe and bought me a swiss army knife! thanks bren guess it may be of help in the army.haha. anyway he bought this bottle of johnny walker black label whiskey and we are planning to finish that bottle at his house. it'll kinda be and encore of what we did the last time just that more people will be here this time and playing poker and dota and what have you. they kinda want it to be like the party at my house and since bren didnt come the last time he wants to have it too. well they cant have it at my house this time cause my parents are back so it'll be at bren's house, the next best place where free will can be fully attained.haha. i was thinking to myself and comparing this party we're having at bren's house to a bachelor party that a guy holds before he gets married. it's kinda like the last chance to be someone that you were before changing for something or someone. for me it's before i go army. so ya. does it make any sense?
so anyway this morning i was talking to rachel on msn and we were like talking about songs and all and she recommended me this song by weezer called burndt jamb and it was really nice! we were saying like how it makes us feel when we listen to this song and i was telling her it made me feel like as though i was in one of those cafes by the beach sipping cocktails. and she said with a cold wind and a hot sun. and i thought to myself that that's what life should be man. haha. anyway couldnt find that song online either so here's another one by weezer. it's from the same album.
yay yay! it's my sis's birthday today and we're gonna eat at the crab shack. it's this place that sells great crabs along thomson road and i recommend it to all you people who love crabs but don't wanna go all the way to east coast.haha. i'm gonna eat the crab baked rice today. are you salivating yet? i am!haha.
Weezer - Island In The Sun
on the bus home i was just thinking to myself. just recently i was like doing so many things, like staying over doing this and doing that. but now i've just been training for i don't know what and coming home to go online and do this shit and look at friendster and check my email and chat on msn and all the common rubbish we do on the net. guess like everyone got kinda bored of doing the same thing over and over again. well also because like almost everyone i know has kinda started working or was already working except for the bunch of us guys who are going into the army in jan.
there's like only one thing i look forward to. it's the planned stayover at brendan's house next fri. he just got back from europe and bought me a swiss army knife! thanks bren guess it may be of help in the army.haha. anyway he bought this bottle of johnny walker black label whiskey and we are planning to finish that bottle at his house. it'll kinda be and encore of what we did the last time just that more people will be here this time and playing poker and dota and what have you. they kinda want it to be like the party at my house and since bren didnt come the last time he wants to have it too. well they cant have it at my house this time cause my parents are back so it'll be at bren's house, the next best place where free will can be fully attained.haha. i was thinking to myself and comparing this party we're having at bren's house to a bachelor party that a guy holds before he gets married. it's kinda like the last chance to be someone that you were before changing for something or someone. for me it's before i go army. so ya. does it make any sense?
so anyway this morning i was talking to rachel on msn and we were like talking about songs and all and she recommended me this song by weezer called burndt jamb and it was really nice! we were saying like how it makes us feel when we listen to this song and i was telling her it made me feel like as though i was in one of those cafes by the beach sipping cocktails. and she said with a cold wind and a hot sun. and i thought to myself that that's what life should be man. haha. anyway couldnt find that song online either so here's another one by weezer. it's from the same album.
yay yay! it's my sis's birthday today and we're gonna eat at the crab shack. it's this place that sells great crabs along thomson road and i recommend it to all you people who love crabs but don't wanna go all the way to east coast.haha. i'm gonna eat the crab baked rice today. are you salivating yet? i am!haha.
Weezer - Island In The Sun
Wednesday, December 27, 2006
training
so yea this is what we do at training.
i was running today and you know having a song in your head really makes a difference to the way you run..like some in built tempo. and today i had this ultra emo not very fast beat song playing in my head the whole time. it was one of the songs i burned for vanessa as a birthday present. it's still in my head somebody kill me!
this is the song
Bright Eyes - Lover I Don't Have To Love
wouldnt it be nice to have a lover you dont have to love? haha ok i guess that has just made me sound like someone incapable of love. whatever. sometimes love can be so complicated it's best to be without it.
burfday
haha this was done ALL by myself. so proud of myself i think my art work has improved.haha. i was never good at art boy. well this was for vanessa's surprise birthday celebration which was not really a surprise.ha.
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
just another day
yea this is the picture we took at jon's house for our class christmas party. i look like an elf they all say.haha. i wouldn't mind actually. i think that's a compliment. i would like to look like an elf. haha.
Monday, December 25, 2006
Merry Christmas!
HELLO! i know i've been gone long..too long actually but i've been really really busy the last week and i hadnt got time to write.plus i had some problem signing in so ya..please forgive me? i mean after all it is christmas day.haha
MERRY CHRISTMAS!
tell you the truth, christmas' no biggy to me.yea christ came down to be born so that he could die for us.thats all we need to celebrate right.i think it's far too overrated.but thats just me.or maybe thats just me today.i don't know i havent really been feeling so excited about stuff anymore.maybe it's cause of my impending doom.18 days more to the army.but somehow although i feel quite sad to go in and all, i'm looking forward to it too.somehow i just wanna get out of home.get out of the house.live somewhere else.once i'm old enough with enough money i would move out but now's not really a good time if you know what i mean.sheesh i must sound like some ingrate now.but ya that's just me.or me today at least.
i dont know why but nowadays my head feels so light.like as though i've had to much to drink and too little to sleep.i feel like i'm sailing to the moon or something.oh wait that's just the song i was listening to.haha.i just got about to learning the piano scores again cause i'd forgotten them from last year.so rachel next time we meet i can play it for you when you ask me to.haha.well here's the song for you..Sail to the Moon by Radiohead.
i would really love to truly sail to the moon one day.all alone in a capsule admiring the universe.
Radiohead - Sail to the Moon
i love this song.hell i just love radiohead.
so ya anyways on saturday i was in the car with my dad and i didnt bring any cd or whatsoever so we listened to the radio right.i used to listen to perfect 10 and power 98 all the time last time until i started getting hooked on alternative and indie stuff.stuff you don't hear on the radio.haha.so like i cant really get used to the current today's hits anymore.you know i used to disturb my sis(who's 4 yrs older) that we had a generation gap between us cause she listened to class 95.haha said she was old and stuff.then that day cause i couldnt stand all the bloody R&B hip hop thrash..i turned to class 95 and there they were playing Breakfast at Tiffany's by Oasis.and i was like "gosh i listen to that song still all the time!" am i really getting old?haha.oh well that songs damn nice too.i don't know but it seems like after a certain age or something songs start to have meaning all over again and like every single song seems to be able to somehow be related to your life.anyways this song had kinda some meaning to me.or whatever.unfortunately i cant find the version sang by oasis so this one's from Deep Blue Something.it's just as good.it's the lyrics that matters anyway.ha.
You'll say, we've got nothing in common,
No common ground to start from,
And we're falling apart,
You'll say, the world has come between us,
Our lives have come between us,
Still I know you just don't care.
And I said, "What about 'Breakfast at Tiffany's?'"
She said, "I think I remember the film,
And as I recall, I think, we both kind of liked it."
And I said, "Well that's, the one thing we've got."
I see you, the only one who knew me,
And now your eyes see through me,
I guess I was wrong,
So what now? It's plain to see we're over,
And I hate when things are over,
When so much is left undone.
You'll say, that we've got nothin in common,
No common ground to start from,
And we're falling apart,
You'll say the world has come between us,
Our lives have come between us,
Still I know you just don't care.
And I said, "What about 'Breakfast at Tiffany's?'"
She said, "I think I, remember that film,
And, as I recall, I think, we both kind of liked it,"
And I said, "Well that's, the one thing we got."
And I said, "What about 'Breakfast at Tiffany's?'"
She said, "I think I, remember that film,
And, as I recall, I think, we both kind of liked it,"
And I said, "Well that's, the one thing we got."
Deep Blue Something - Breakfast At Tiffany's
so by any chance would you be interested in what i did the last week?it's not much actually.and actually i don't care if you want to read it i'll still write it.haha.
so like where did i stop the last time..last saturday huh.oh yea..well.sunday was this dinner for my mum's birthday in advance cause she would be in melacca on her birthday.so it's this hotel near zouk and it had this japanese ala carte buffet thing.haha gosh i don't think i've ever eaten so much salmon sahimi at one single meal.haha.i swear at least 35 slices and that wasn't just it.there was tuna and yellow fin tail too.haha.plus all the normal japanese stuff.but my favourite was and will always be the salmon sashimi.
so that was sunday and i kinda slept early cause i had to wake up early to go sentosa the next day! it was supposed to be some track outing thing but so little people came in the end.JJ,faye,van,xin yin,lionel,feline,YH,mr wong and I.this's a pic we took.
anthea that girl was supposed to come too.i gave her a wake up call at like 8am cause we were supposed to be there at about 9am.no answer.she replies me at about 10.30am and said she'll rush down.so i was like ok haha the more the merrier.but at like 11.30am she's still not there and we had shifted beach and it had started to rain.so i was checking my phone periodically in case she msged but ya just when i decided to stop caring and play volleyball full time, she msged to ask where we were and i didnt check my phone until we reached the toilets to change..ready to leave.so yea i feel kinda bad.i know although i wasnt the one that personally asked her to come..i still felt responsible that she was coming all the way down to just eat with us.it could be because of my wakeup call.or maybe not.anyway so sorry anthea!haha.
so like while we were playing volleyball i kinda slid and skidded into some cables and grazed my face..t left a line of ropeburn on the side of my face..that i must say,seems to add a little character to my face.it's fine now.no scar even.ha.ate carl's junior for lunch and i almost puked the last of my burger.and when i say puke i mean it..you know the one you feel as though theres an egg blender in your stomach and like you start tearing up and all.haha.but i was fine by dinner.ha.
so after that sentosa outing i was planning to go home and sleep until the next day or something but i had to go watch eragon with my cousins from australia.they're staying in singapore for their hols and that means two months entertaining them.i'm not saying they're not fun or what.it's just that after so long.there seems to be nothing left to do in singapore and makes you re-evaluate how you look at your country.i think eragon's not as good as it could be.i was expecting so much more.
tuesday morning came and my parents were leaving to melacca for three days! they've never left the country without us kids before so this was the first time.ha.feels good to have no parents at home.and since both my sisters were working i had the whole house to myself.but what did i do that morning? i went training.haha.but was good too cause like i was inviting the trackers to my place after that so it was a good meeting ground.so we ate lunch and they came..almost the same people from the sentosa outing the day before.mr wong,lionel,xin yin,merrit,faye,van,clement and jj.i tell you that day i spent at least an hour or more out of the house sheltering people to and fro the three busstops at my place cause it was raining like shit.was that day that macritchie overflowed and flooded thomson road.haha.so anyways what did we do at my place..played dota,watched chick flicks,played poker,lotsa poker,table tennis,eat,poker again,well yea thats about it.oh yea in the end only jj and lionel stayed over at my place and i tell you it was fun fun fun.as jj was coming back my place after some outing with his sec sch classmates,lionel and I called him to buy back 20 chicken nuggets from macs.i assume you know when we say 20 nuggets we're talking about the 20 piece set right.that blur boy went to buy three packs of the normal 6 piece chicken nuggets.we were laughing our guts off boy.so jj brought his bottle of bacardi that was three quarter full and it would be a shame that night if we didnt finish it.haha.so we sat down with our cup noodles and chicken nuggets, put in my special extended version dvd of LOTR return of the king, took out three cups, took out lotsa coke and opened the bottle of spirit.
i've never drank so much in my life before and i think jj and lionel would agree too.but nope i wasnt drunk.i can still remember everything that happened.i even cleaned up the place after we drank.just got super duper high and crazy.it's incredible what people do and say when they are drunk.haha.we actually took a picture to remember that night.haha.this's it.
we look fine right?haha.thats lionel on the left,me in the centre and jj at the side.
so we slept at about 3.30 in the morn not actually watching anything from LOTR.i awoke automatically at 7.30am and decided to clean up my house which i realized was filthy.and i went to wash the one million cups and plates we used the day before.the three of us then left to go school and gym.crazy i know but i felt alright actually.haha.ok so this's wednesday already..i'll take a break now while i upload this picture i found online which i found quite funny.i'm gonna eat my breakfast cause like it's 11.06am already and i'm starving.haha
so yea i'm back..not like you could have telled.haha i feel like i'm talking to a live living person actually.so weird I am.ha.so on wed after gym everyone was deciding what to do..and guess what?they decided that my place was the best place to be..AGAIN!..haha..they said we had to capitalize on the fact that my parents were not in.so i was like ok meet at my place at 4pm.i had to go meet hedi for her birthday lunch and i needed time to sleep and clean up the house too.so yea met hedi and like the rest of the jobless gang to eat some japanese stuff.walked around a little then i went home to vacuum the floor and scrap off the dried grass on the tiles.kept all the cups and plates and just made sure my house looked like it was before anyone ever came.so i lie down after i'm done and like only 15 min later they call me to tell me they're here.shi ming,xin yin,lionel,jj,van this time only so it was poker poker poker all the way.haha.no more drinks and no more movies and games.just poker.haha.in the end we had dinner at macs and everyone went home and i managed to get a goodnight sleep from midnight till 11am the next day.i had to wake up so early cause i had a christmas party to attend at jon's house in the afternoon.haha.played lotsa party games but the highlight was the food man.was a crazy spread..like some meat galore.haha.turkey beef and lamb.good shit man.oh yea and salad too.but who cares about the salad.haha.took 132 home and i couldnt believe my luck..the bus broke down..i was going to miss prison break.i've not missed a single episode, even throughout A's.haha.but i knew my dad would record it for me anyway so ya.haha.that's about it for thur.
fri was uneventful too.and so was saturday.oh but saturday jj came to my condo gym to gym with me.we gonna come big and strong for army.haha.sun was yesterday and it was christma eve.so i had my annual christmas dinner with my grandparents.had sparking wine.normal wine and ice wine.i swear i'll never forget the taste and smoothness of ice wine.it's the only wine i'll ever drink from now on.$30 for 375ml.is that ex?i'm not sure but i think it is.haha.so like after my dinner i went to meet gane and JJ to watch The Holiday.the other track girls were supposed to come too but all couldnt make it so we kinda looked like a bunch of gays.haha.and i wasnt really keen on watching it too but now i tell you it's quite a good show..one of those feel good movies that has nice endings and thugs at your heartstrings kind.and no i didnt cry ethel.haha.so yea i countdowned till christmas with jj on the 132 home.we had to rush for the last bus home since we didnt really care about counting down in town.they were spraying all those foamy stuff on each other and this girl came up to me and wanted to spray it on me and i just stared at her.thank god she didnt do it cause i told jj i would punch anyone who sprayed that on me,but deep down i knew i didnt have the guts to do so.guy or girl.haha.so yea i didnt want to go sleep so i went online and talked to a couple of people till quite late.i was talking to ethel for quite long cause i didnt really know her well and it's been ages since i've talked to someone new.like a new friend you know..it seems like there's one million things to say and talk about..things to compare and discover and find out.haha.i hate those conversations with people that have been reduced to talking about the weather and like
"so how's your day?"
"ok"
"me too"
well talked to her till i couldnt take it anymore.it was 3.30am and i had to sleep already man.haha.i told her that radiohead's my favourite band and she recommended that i listened to this band.wasnt really my kind of music but i'll keep and open mind and listen to them.haha.hope you like it!
Taking Back Sunday - Cute Without the "E"
so ya we've caught up to today again.monday the 25th of december.christmas! cant believe i spent my whole morning doing this on christmas day.how loser huh.guess i'll end this soon to live a proper life.i was talking to rachel that day and she said she was so ultra bored so i told her to go write a ten thousand word blog entry.she said ok but went to ntuc instead i don't know why.haha.but ya i swear i've almost done it..nearly ten thousand words.haha actually not really huh.well guess you must be tired reading this shit by now,one of my longest blog entry ever.haha.merry christmas again!hope you had great presents!
Coldplay - Have Yourself a Merry Little Christmas
MERRY CHRISTMAS!
tell you the truth, christmas' no biggy to me.yea christ came down to be born so that he could die for us.thats all we need to celebrate right.i think it's far too overrated.but thats just me.or maybe thats just me today.i don't know i havent really been feeling so excited about stuff anymore.maybe it's cause of my impending doom.18 days more to the army.but somehow although i feel quite sad to go in and all, i'm looking forward to it too.somehow i just wanna get out of home.get out of the house.live somewhere else.once i'm old enough with enough money i would move out but now's not really a good time if you know what i mean.sheesh i must sound like some ingrate now.but ya that's just me.or me today at least.
i dont know why but nowadays my head feels so light.like as though i've had to much to drink and too little to sleep.i feel like i'm sailing to the moon or something.oh wait that's just the song i was listening to.haha.i just got about to learning the piano scores again cause i'd forgotten them from last year.so rachel next time we meet i can play it for you when you ask me to.haha.well here's the song for you..Sail to the Moon by Radiohead.
i would really love to truly sail to the moon one day.all alone in a capsule admiring the universe.
Radiohead - Sail to the Moon
i love this song.hell i just love radiohead.
so ya anyways on saturday i was in the car with my dad and i didnt bring any cd or whatsoever so we listened to the radio right.i used to listen to perfect 10 and power 98 all the time last time until i started getting hooked on alternative and indie stuff.stuff you don't hear on the radio.haha.so like i cant really get used to the current today's hits anymore.you know i used to disturb my sis(who's 4 yrs older) that we had a generation gap between us cause she listened to class 95.haha said she was old and stuff.then that day cause i couldnt stand all the bloody R&B hip hop thrash..i turned to class 95 and there they were playing Breakfast at Tiffany's by Oasis.and i was like "gosh i listen to that song still all the time!" am i really getting old?haha.oh well that songs damn nice too.i don't know but it seems like after a certain age or something songs start to have meaning all over again and like every single song seems to be able to somehow be related to your life.anyways this song had kinda some meaning to me.or whatever.unfortunately i cant find the version sang by oasis so this one's from Deep Blue Something.it's just as good.it's the lyrics that matters anyway.ha.
You'll say, we've got nothing in common,
No common ground to start from,
And we're falling apart,
You'll say, the world has come between us,
Our lives have come between us,
Still I know you just don't care.
And I said, "What about 'Breakfast at Tiffany's?'"
She said, "I think I remember the film,
And as I recall, I think, we both kind of liked it."
And I said, "Well that's, the one thing we've got."
I see you, the only one who knew me,
And now your eyes see through me,
I guess I was wrong,
So what now? It's plain to see we're over,
And I hate when things are over,
When so much is left undone.
You'll say, that we've got nothin in common,
No common ground to start from,
And we're falling apart,
You'll say the world has come between us,
Our lives have come between us,
Still I know you just don't care.
And I said, "What about 'Breakfast at Tiffany's?'"
She said, "I think I, remember that film,
And, as I recall, I think, we both kind of liked it,"
And I said, "Well that's, the one thing we got."
And I said, "What about 'Breakfast at Tiffany's?'"
She said, "I think I, remember that film,
And, as I recall, I think, we both kind of liked it,"
And I said, "Well that's, the one thing we got."
Deep Blue Something - Breakfast At Tiffany's
so by any chance would you be interested in what i did the last week?it's not much actually.and actually i don't care if you want to read it i'll still write it.haha.
so like where did i stop the last time..last saturday huh.oh yea..well.sunday was this dinner for my mum's birthday in advance cause she would be in melacca on her birthday.so it's this hotel near zouk and it had this japanese ala carte buffet thing.haha gosh i don't think i've ever eaten so much salmon sahimi at one single meal.haha.i swear at least 35 slices and that wasn't just it.there was tuna and yellow fin tail too.haha.plus all the normal japanese stuff.but my favourite was and will always be the salmon sashimi.
so that was sunday and i kinda slept early cause i had to wake up early to go sentosa the next day! it was supposed to be some track outing thing but so little people came in the end.JJ,faye,van,xin yin,lionel,feline,YH,mr wong and I.this's a pic we took.
anthea that girl was supposed to come too.i gave her a wake up call at like 8am cause we were supposed to be there at about 9am.no answer.she replies me at about 10.30am and said she'll rush down.so i was like ok haha the more the merrier.but at like 11.30am she's still not there and we had shifted beach and it had started to rain.so i was checking my phone periodically in case she msged but ya just when i decided to stop caring and play volleyball full time, she msged to ask where we were and i didnt check my phone until we reached the toilets to change..ready to leave.so yea i feel kinda bad.i know although i wasnt the one that personally asked her to come..i still felt responsible that she was coming all the way down to just eat with us.it could be because of my wakeup call.or maybe not.anyway so sorry anthea!haha.
so like while we were playing volleyball i kinda slid and skidded into some cables and grazed my face..t left a line of ropeburn on the side of my face..that i must say,seems to add a little character to my face.it's fine now.no scar even.ha.ate carl's junior for lunch and i almost puked the last of my burger.and when i say puke i mean it..you know the one you feel as though theres an egg blender in your stomach and like you start tearing up and all.haha.but i was fine by dinner.ha.
so after that sentosa outing i was planning to go home and sleep until the next day or something but i had to go watch eragon with my cousins from australia.they're staying in singapore for their hols and that means two months entertaining them.i'm not saying they're not fun or what.it's just that after so long.there seems to be nothing left to do in singapore and makes you re-evaluate how you look at your country.i think eragon's not as good as it could be.i was expecting so much more.
tuesday morning came and my parents were leaving to melacca for three days! they've never left the country without us kids before so this was the first time.ha.feels good to have no parents at home.and since both my sisters were working i had the whole house to myself.but what did i do that morning? i went training.haha.but was good too cause like i was inviting the trackers to my place after that so it was a good meeting ground.so we ate lunch and they came..almost the same people from the sentosa outing the day before.mr wong,lionel,xin yin,merrit,faye,van,clement and jj.i tell you that day i spent at least an hour or more out of the house sheltering people to and fro the three busstops at my place cause it was raining like shit.was that day that macritchie overflowed and flooded thomson road.haha.so anyways what did we do at my place..played dota,watched chick flicks,played poker,lotsa poker,table tennis,eat,poker again,well yea thats about it.oh yea in the end only jj and lionel stayed over at my place and i tell you it was fun fun fun.as jj was coming back my place after some outing with his sec sch classmates,lionel and I called him to buy back 20 chicken nuggets from macs.i assume you know when we say 20 nuggets we're talking about the 20 piece set right.that blur boy went to buy three packs of the normal 6 piece chicken nuggets.we were laughing our guts off boy.so jj brought his bottle of bacardi that was three quarter full and it would be a shame that night if we didnt finish it.haha.so we sat down with our cup noodles and chicken nuggets, put in my special extended version dvd of LOTR return of the king, took out three cups, took out lotsa coke and opened the bottle of spirit.
i've never drank so much in my life before and i think jj and lionel would agree too.but nope i wasnt drunk.i can still remember everything that happened.i even cleaned up the place after we drank.just got super duper high and crazy.it's incredible what people do and say when they are drunk.haha.we actually took a picture to remember that night.haha.this's it.
we look fine right?haha.thats lionel on the left,me in the centre and jj at the side.
so we slept at about 3.30 in the morn not actually watching anything from LOTR.i awoke automatically at 7.30am and decided to clean up my house which i realized was filthy.and i went to wash the one million cups and plates we used the day before.the three of us then left to go school and gym.crazy i know but i felt alright actually.haha.ok so this's wednesday already..i'll take a break now while i upload this picture i found online which i found quite funny.i'm gonna eat my breakfast cause like it's 11.06am already and i'm starving.haha
so yea i'm back..not like you could have telled.haha i feel like i'm talking to a live living person actually.so weird I am.ha.so on wed after gym everyone was deciding what to do..and guess what?they decided that my place was the best place to be..AGAIN!..haha..they said we had to capitalize on the fact that my parents were not in.so i was like ok meet at my place at 4pm.i had to go meet hedi for her birthday lunch and i needed time to sleep and clean up the house too.so yea met hedi and like the rest of the jobless gang to eat some japanese stuff.walked around a little then i went home to vacuum the floor and scrap off the dried grass on the tiles.kept all the cups and plates and just made sure my house looked like it was before anyone ever came.so i lie down after i'm done and like only 15 min later they call me to tell me they're here.shi ming,xin yin,lionel,jj,van this time only so it was poker poker poker all the way.haha.no more drinks and no more movies and games.just poker.haha.in the end we had dinner at macs and everyone went home and i managed to get a goodnight sleep from midnight till 11am the next day.i had to wake up so early cause i had a christmas party to attend at jon's house in the afternoon.haha.played lotsa party games but the highlight was the food man.was a crazy spread..like some meat galore.haha.turkey beef and lamb.good shit man.oh yea and salad too.but who cares about the salad.haha.took 132 home and i couldnt believe my luck..the bus broke down..i was going to miss prison break.i've not missed a single episode, even throughout A's.haha.but i knew my dad would record it for me anyway so ya.haha.that's about it for thur.
fri was uneventful too.and so was saturday.oh but saturday jj came to my condo gym to gym with me.we gonna come big and strong for army.haha.sun was yesterday and it was christma eve.so i had my annual christmas dinner with my grandparents.had sparking wine.normal wine and ice wine.i swear i'll never forget the taste and smoothness of ice wine.it's the only wine i'll ever drink from now on.$30 for 375ml.is that ex?i'm not sure but i think it is.haha.so like after my dinner i went to meet gane and JJ to watch The Holiday.the other track girls were supposed to come too but all couldnt make it so we kinda looked like a bunch of gays.haha.and i wasnt really keen on watching it too but now i tell you it's quite a good show..one of those feel good movies that has nice endings and thugs at your heartstrings kind.and no i didnt cry ethel.haha.so yea i countdowned till christmas with jj on the 132 home.we had to rush for the last bus home since we didnt really care about counting down in town.they were spraying all those foamy stuff on each other and this girl came up to me and wanted to spray it on me and i just stared at her.thank god she didnt do it cause i told jj i would punch anyone who sprayed that on me,but deep down i knew i didnt have the guts to do so.guy or girl.haha.so yea i didnt want to go sleep so i went online and talked to a couple of people till quite late.i was talking to ethel for quite long cause i didnt really know her well and it's been ages since i've talked to someone new.like a new friend you know..it seems like there's one million things to say and talk about..things to compare and discover and find out.haha.i hate those conversations with people that have been reduced to talking about the weather and like
"so how's your day?"
"ok"
"me too"
well talked to her till i couldnt take it anymore.it was 3.30am and i had to sleep already man.haha.i told her that radiohead's my favourite band and she recommended that i listened to this band.wasnt really my kind of music but i'll keep and open mind and listen to them.haha.hope you like it!
Taking Back Sunday - Cute Without the "E"
so ya we've caught up to today again.monday the 25th of december.christmas! cant believe i spent my whole morning doing this on christmas day.how loser huh.guess i'll end this soon to live a proper life.i was talking to rachel that day and she said she was so ultra bored so i told her to go write a ten thousand word blog entry.she said ok but went to ntuc instead i don't know why.haha.but ya i swear i've almost done it..nearly ten thousand words.haha actually not really huh.well guess you must be tired reading this shit by now,one of my longest blog entry ever.haha.merry christmas again!hope you had great presents!
Coldplay - Have Yourself a Merry Little Christmas
Saturday, December 16, 2006
i cant think of a title for this post
this morning i had to wake up early to go for my annual dental check-up.i normally do it at the IOH cause i'm a student and all and i don't know..that's where students go for cheap and reliable dental check-ups.i mean thats what the government says and we all know the government's always correct.
anyways my dental check-up this round could not be done there anymore because well, i'm not exactly a student anymore.so i go to this guy all the way in airport road because my uncle recommends that guy to my mum.coincidentally, my uncle is a civil servant and this place is called ST Medical Centre and guess what? it's in a military camp for the airforce. had to do the whole -swap IC for a lousy laminated pass thingy- to get in. which was kinda lame because we went all the way out again to collect our ICs back because the people at the dental clinic needed it for registration. and as if going to the army in less than a month's time wasn't soon enough that i had to go to an army camp to just clean my teeth. i swear you should have seen the face of the guy that collected our ICs at the carpark because no civilians ever go there for a checkup man.he was damn shocked to see a renault coming in and not some armoured jeep or tank.
the dentist said i was boring because my teeth were too easy for him.he needed coffee to keep him awake to scale my teeth.
so after the check-up we had to go meet my cousins who came back from australia to go out with them.they come back every year and we do the same thing every year..one of which is to go to the jurong swimming complex because that's the closest thing there is to fantasy island after fantasy island closed down.every year i tell myself i'll never go back to that pool but every year i'm back there again wishing i didn't go back.it never changes and the place is filthy,especially the changing rooms.please please build the sentosa and marina IR as soon as possible.
so like after going through the slides which was so boring(i checked the longest slide was 177m long, the shortest, 35m, i think)we went over to the wave pool which was actually not too bad, except that after bobbing up and down for like ten minutes on my float i kinda felt queasy and sick.so i get out and sit at the edge of the pool trying to soak in some sunshine.and you won't believe how bored i was but i started to do some population censures and started counting the people in the pool and noting the races of the people.the malays dominated while the chinese had a pathetically small head count.if there was some racial riot then, the chinese would have lost by a great margin.i kid you not..out of the approximate 115 people in the pool, only 8 of them were chinese(including my sisters and i), about 25 indians, 2 australians(my cousins), and the rest made up the malays.what's happening to the chinese in singapore huh?stopped liking to swim?haha.i really felt like i was in malaysia through and through.
so anyway today i'll put up this song which i'm sure everyone knows by Nirvana called Smells Like Teens Spirit. and i know everyone knows this song but not many know how the title came about or what it means.i asked a few of my friends and they didn't know so i'm assuming many people don't know.ok that sounds stupid but ya.so anyway kurt cobain named this song so because in his time there was this brand of perfume called teens spirit and there was this girl that he liked who always used to use this perfume.so ya! this song's about that girl he used to fancy because she smelled of teens spirit.haha.bet you didnt know that! anyway kurt cobain's dead now because he put a shotgun to his head and blew his brains out.must have been smoking too much pot that guy.this year he overtook elvis presley to become the highest revenue earning dead song artist.kudos to nirvana frontman kurt cobain!
P.S. if you play the song and there's no sound even though you've checked that all your speakers are working..look at the bar thingy..on the left of the question mark there's a box..that's the volume controller.yup.i think you can figure from there!
anyways my dental check-up this round could not be done there anymore because well, i'm not exactly a student anymore.so i go to this guy all the way in airport road because my uncle recommends that guy to my mum.coincidentally, my uncle is a civil servant and this place is called ST Medical Centre and guess what? it's in a military camp for the airforce. had to do the whole -swap IC for a lousy laminated pass thingy- to get in. which was kinda lame because we went all the way out again to collect our ICs back because the people at the dental clinic needed it for registration. and as if going to the army in less than a month's time wasn't soon enough that i had to go to an army camp to just clean my teeth. i swear you should have seen the face of the guy that collected our ICs at the carpark because no civilians ever go there for a checkup man.he was damn shocked to see a renault coming in and not some armoured jeep or tank.
the dentist said i was boring because my teeth were too easy for him.he needed coffee to keep him awake to scale my teeth.
so after the check-up we had to go meet my cousins who came back from australia to go out with them.they come back every year and we do the same thing every year..one of which is to go to the jurong swimming complex because that's the closest thing there is to fantasy island after fantasy island closed down.every year i tell myself i'll never go back to that pool but every year i'm back there again wishing i didn't go back.it never changes and the place is filthy,especially the changing rooms.please please build the sentosa and marina IR as soon as possible.
so like after going through the slides which was so boring(i checked the longest slide was 177m long, the shortest, 35m, i think)we went over to the wave pool which was actually not too bad, except that after bobbing up and down for like ten minutes on my float i kinda felt queasy and sick.so i get out and sit at the edge of the pool trying to soak in some sunshine.and you won't believe how bored i was but i started to do some population censures and started counting the people in the pool and noting the races of the people.the malays dominated while the chinese had a pathetically small head count.if there was some racial riot then, the chinese would have lost by a great margin.i kid you not..out of the approximate 115 people in the pool, only 8 of them were chinese(including my sisters and i), about 25 indians, 2 australians(my cousins), and the rest made up the malays.what's happening to the chinese in singapore huh?stopped liking to swim?haha.i really felt like i was in malaysia through and through.
so anyway today i'll put up this song which i'm sure everyone knows by Nirvana called Smells Like Teens Spirit. and i know everyone knows this song but not many know how the title came about or what it means.i asked a few of my friends and they didn't know so i'm assuming many people don't know.ok that sounds stupid but ya.so anyway kurt cobain named this song so because in his time there was this brand of perfume called teens spirit and there was this girl that he liked who always used to use this perfume.so ya! this song's about that girl he used to fancy because she smelled of teens spirit.haha.bet you didnt know that! anyway kurt cobain's dead now because he put a shotgun to his head and blew his brains out.must have been smoking too much pot that guy.this year he overtook elvis presley to become the highest revenue earning dead song artist.kudos to nirvana frontman kurt cobain!
P.S. if you play the song and there's no sound even though you've checked that all your speakers are working..look at the bar thingy..on the left of the question mark there's a box..that's the volume controller.yup.i think you can figure from there!
Thursday, December 14, 2006
stars
i just realized how hard it is to read the artist and song title off those little things..so i'll write them out from now on.
The Cranberries - Stars
Belle & Sebastian - The Stars of Track & Field
Stars - Your Ex-Lover is Dead
Radiohead - Black Star
The Cranberries - Stars
Belle & Sebastian - The Stars of Track & Field
Stars - Your Ex-Lover is Dead
Radiohead - Black Star
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
life in mono
life could have been in mono.but it's not.thank god.
haha..trying to sound complex and sophisticated but i guess it was a failed attempt.
this's the song by mono.
so anyway today i went over to bran's house again to sorta run..but more like to just talk nonsense..play with his poodle..play tennis with the wall..drinking super sweet ribena blackcurrent and ribena apple together..listening to lukas rossi's rendition of creep..yea that pretty much sums up everything..just some outing to chill out and waste time..haha.
it's simple..but i reckon it's the simple pleasures of life that are the best.
haha..trying to sound complex and sophisticated but i guess it was a failed attempt.
this's the song by mono.
so anyway today i went over to bran's house again to sorta run..but more like to just talk nonsense..play with his poodle..play tennis with the wall..drinking super sweet ribena blackcurrent and ribena apple together..listening to lukas rossi's rendition of creep..yea that pretty much sums up everything..just some outing to chill out and waste time..haha.
it's simple..but i reckon it's the simple pleasures of life that are the best.
Sunday, December 10, 2006
goodbye kitty!
hello! is today sunday? gosh i really really have lost track of time..i really wanted to update this yesterday afternoon but i guess my "later la daryl" have pushed me back 24 hours.haha.
well friday was a very special day that i had dreamt of for a long time..like since track nationals were over.haha.
went training in the morn then went to bren's house with JJ's two laptops to meet amanda and brendan to play DOTA!!haha.it's like way more fun to play dota with a group of ppl in the same room..much like playing at a LAN shop just that it's free..haha.
so when JJ and I reached the god-forsaken place known as pasir ris we were walking to bren's house where we met bren and amanda downstairs..amanda was carrying mr monthy python with her! haha so cute..whole day playing like a little kid.hee.
then when we entered bren's room bren passed me this new urban male paper bag and said "hey this is for you, a present from us"..so i was like whoa! cool haha i wondered what it was..for a moment i thought of the new urban male sandals i saw the day before that i thought was cool..then i thought it was a funky trunks or something .haha..so i took it out and it was a shirt!..i love shirts! and i think ppl know i love shirts too..haha..so i was looking at this shirt and it had a funky design on it which i recognised immediately..a cat in a toaster with the words "goodbye kitty"..three chances to guess what it means.haha.nope dont think you got it but for my select friends who know it, thanks for the shirt..my first ever shirt with an agenda.haha.THANKS brendan, JJ, angie, faye, amanda, vanessa! you'll see me in it next time we go out together.haha=) this's a pic i took of my shirt..it's on the front, nice and big for everyone to see.haha.
anyways after that we took like an hour to set up the four laptops, linking it, installing dota and hamachi and trying to get the internet..won't go into the details but we finally managed to start the game..haha.the last time we did this was only bren, JJ and I..now with amanda around, everything just seemed more fun..thanks amanda for being the life of the party!haha=)
so like after our very fun games, JJ had to go for his KCP chalet and bren, amanda and I just fooled around doing nothing, eating dinner, admiring bren's alcohol collection(which we exploited later that night) and watching tv.it sounds boring but it's damn fun when the four of us are together.haha.in the end, sadly, amanda had to go and leave me with bren, while we waited for JJ to return with the coke and to make us more instant noodles(which he so willingly does for us.ha).if only amanda could have stayed, then everything down to the last drop of bombay saffire would have been perfect.BUT it was great that she came anyway.haha.
so ya when JJ returned, it was drinks time! jim beam bourbon whiskey with coke, some lemoncello, lychee liquer, cinzano, bombay saffire and martini were just a few stuff we had that night.and then we played dota! i tell you plaing dota with all that alcohol in your body is the sex man.haha.it was damn fun we were like shouting and screaming to get the kill and everything just seemed so funny..the best thing is that we didnt feel any of the heat that normally comes with drinking so much cause we were practically in a freezer known as bren's bedroom.haha.
we slept in the end and when morning came it was kinda over.stole about two hundred songs from bren's itunes before i left though.haha.it ended too fast BUT we'll definitely do it again at least one more time before bren and I go into the army.sheesh.
that afternoon i was planning to get some sleep but nope, i went to help my cousins out at the flea market outside cine..actually i didnt help, just went to give emotional support.haha.was fun, my cousins actually made quite a hefty sum from selling their old stuff.good for them.haha.
so anyways when i was at bren's house he let me listen to supernova's lukas rossi's rendition of creep and i swear it was damn good..almost as good as thom yorke..but i still prefer thom yorke..noone can imitate thom yorke's voice man.haha.i wanted to put it up cause it was so good, made my goose pimples stand and all..but i couldn't find it..so ya this's another song that lukas rossi sang for the show but by the original people, The Verve.enjoy enjoy!
well friday was a very special day that i had dreamt of for a long time..like since track nationals were over.haha.
went training in the morn then went to bren's house with JJ's two laptops to meet amanda and brendan to play DOTA!!haha.it's like way more fun to play dota with a group of ppl in the same room..much like playing at a LAN shop just that it's free..haha.
so when JJ and I reached the god-forsaken place known as pasir ris we were walking to bren's house where we met bren and amanda downstairs..amanda was carrying mr monthy python with her! haha so cute..whole day playing like a little kid.hee.
then when we entered bren's room bren passed me this new urban male paper bag and said "hey this is for you, a present from us"..so i was like whoa! cool haha i wondered what it was..for a moment i thought of the new urban male sandals i saw the day before that i thought was cool..then i thought it was a funky trunks or something .haha..so i took it out and it was a shirt!..i love shirts! and i think ppl know i love shirts too..haha..so i was looking at this shirt and it had a funky design on it which i recognised immediately..a cat in a toaster with the words "goodbye kitty"..three chances to guess what it means.haha.nope dont think you got it but for my select friends who know it, thanks for the shirt..my first ever shirt with an agenda.haha.THANKS brendan, JJ, angie, faye, amanda, vanessa! you'll see me in it next time we go out together.haha=) this's a pic i took of my shirt..it's on the front, nice and big for everyone to see.haha.
anyways after that we took like an hour to set up the four laptops, linking it, installing dota and hamachi and trying to get the internet..won't go into the details but we finally managed to start the game..haha.the last time we did this was only bren, JJ and I..now with amanda around, everything just seemed more fun..thanks amanda for being the life of the party!haha=)
so like after our very fun games, JJ had to go for his KCP chalet and bren, amanda and I just fooled around doing nothing, eating dinner, admiring bren's alcohol collection(which we exploited later that night) and watching tv.it sounds boring but it's damn fun when the four of us are together.haha.in the end, sadly, amanda had to go and leave me with bren, while we waited for JJ to return with the coke and to make us more instant noodles(which he so willingly does for us.ha).if only amanda could have stayed, then everything down to the last drop of bombay saffire would have been perfect.BUT it was great that she came anyway.haha.
so ya when JJ returned, it was drinks time! jim beam bourbon whiskey with coke, some lemoncello, lychee liquer, cinzano, bombay saffire and martini were just a few stuff we had that night.and then we played dota! i tell you plaing dota with all that alcohol in your body is the sex man.haha.it was damn fun we were like shouting and screaming to get the kill and everything just seemed so funny..the best thing is that we didnt feel any of the heat that normally comes with drinking so much cause we were practically in a freezer known as bren's bedroom.haha.
we slept in the end and when morning came it was kinda over.stole about two hundred songs from bren's itunes before i left though.haha.it ended too fast BUT we'll definitely do it again at least one more time before bren and I go into the army.sheesh.
that afternoon i was planning to get some sleep but nope, i went to help my cousins out at the flea market outside cine..actually i didnt help, just went to give emotional support.haha.was fun, my cousins actually made quite a hefty sum from selling their old stuff.good for them.haha.
so anyways when i was at bren's house he let me listen to supernova's lukas rossi's rendition of creep and i swear it was damn good..almost as good as thom yorke..but i still prefer thom yorke..noone can imitate thom yorke's voice man.haha.i wanted to put it up cause it was so good, made my goose pimples stand and all..but i couldn't find it..so ya this's another song that lukas rossi sang for the show but by the original people, The Verve.enjoy enjoy!
Wednesday, December 6, 2006
eternal sunshine of the spotless mind
today i didnt do anything other than take three naps throughout the day..gymed for ten minutes..walk around the other half of my estate and watched Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
this quote is what gave the basis for the show. it's by alexander pope and i would say it's a little too deep for my comprehension.so here it is:
How happy is the blameless vestal's lot!
The world forgetting, by the world forgot.
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind!
Each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd
oh man i just so love this show!(yes yes i know i'm lagging by two years!) it's such a great show about two people who were so angry and messed up with each other after a breakup that they undergo a process to erase every single memory of each other in their lives so that they could move on and start over again.so it's like that night the people would come over to erase your memory and in the morning you start afresh..anew all over again.
the beautiful part is that the guy(joel) after waking up into his new world with clementine(the girl) completely gone from his mind..he meets her again at a beach and they fall in love all over again. in the end they find out that they were actually together and had broken up with each other already because of all the stupid things that happened in their relationship. so like the girl wanted to leave and never come back because she knew that in the end she would get bored with him..that in the end the guy does not trust her..and that in the end they stop loving each other. so when the guy askes her to stay she says no and when he says why she tells him all those stuff. then this part really cracked me up..(made my goose pimples stand and all)..after she explained what she felt, he just said "ok"..i mean even before getting together knowing that shit would happen later on..they were still willing to give it a try a second round because maybe..just maybe..things may be different this time round.
gosh i was fighting back my tears the whole time because i was watching it in the living room and like everyone was walking around and all.haha.well ya.a very touching show that brought to mind alot of things.
maybe she had undergone this process to competely forget about me.that would explain the utter indifference she has towards me.like as though nothing had ever happened before between us.maybe i need to undergo this process too.oh well.her nick led me to this song..which is kinda of a sad song to me..i don't know you figure it out yourself..here are the lyrics and the song for your pleasure.
I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done
And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Away from here
Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear
Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say
To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbye
I nearly do
Light up...
Slower slower
We don't have time for that
All I want is to find an easier way
To get out of our little heads
Have heart my dear
We're bound to be afraid
Even if it's just for a few days
Making up for all this mess
this quote is what gave the basis for the show. it's by alexander pope and i would say it's a little too deep for my comprehension.so here it is:
How happy is the blameless vestal's lot!
The world forgetting, by the world forgot.
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind!
Each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd
oh man i just so love this show!(yes yes i know i'm lagging by two years!) it's such a great show about two people who were so angry and messed up with each other after a breakup that they undergo a process to erase every single memory of each other in their lives so that they could move on and start over again.so it's like that night the people would come over to erase your memory and in the morning you start afresh..anew all over again.
the beautiful part is that the guy(joel) after waking up into his new world with clementine(the girl) completely gone from his mind..he meets her again at a beach and they fall in love all over again. in the end they find out that they were actually together and had broken up with each other already because of all the stupid things that happened in their relationship. so like the girl wanted to leave and never come back because she knew that in the end she would get bored with him..that in the end the guy does not trust her..and that in the end they stop loving each other. so when the guy askes her to stay she says no and when he says why she tells him all those stuff. then this part really cracked me up..(made my goose pimples stand and all)..after she explained what she felt, he just said "ok"..i mean even before getting together knowing that shit would happen later on..they were still willing to give it a try a second round because maybe..just maybe..things may be different this time round.
gosh i was fighting back my tears the whole time because i was watching it in the living room and like everyone was walking around and all.haha.well ya.a very touching show that brought to mind alot of things.
maybe she had undergone this process to competely forget about me.that would explain the utter indifference she has towards me.like as though nothing had ever happened before between us.maybe i need to undergo this process too.oh well.her nick led me to this song..which is kinda of a sad song to me..i don't know you figure it out yourself..here are the lyrics and the song for your pleasure.
I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done
And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Away from here
Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear
Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say
To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbye
I nearly do
Light up...
Slower slower
We don't have time for that
All I want is to find an easier way
To get out of our little heads
Have heart my dear
We're bound to be afraid
Even if it's just for a few days
Making up for all this mess
truth or truth
the days to my enlistment are really disappearing fast man.sheesh.
and i'm not doing much with my life nowadays..feel very sedated and i just like sleep for most of the days that i have nothing on..like today i've taken three naps so far and it still doesn't feel like it's enough.haha.
oh ya the track chalet was so bloody awesome!! apart from the fact that we got super dirty playing some of the games, everything else was just so great!
well it started in the morning where we played some normal games like basketball, soccer and touch rugby in a god forsaken place in changi.that was ok, just gave me terrible muscle aches yesterday and today.haha.
lunch was bought from that hawker centre in changi with damn good nasi lemak and ate it at the chalet itself..the chalet was huge and very nice..right in front of the beach..though i wouldn't say it was a beach..more like a mucky oil spill with sand that tore the bases of my feet. sand is so over-rated..it's just eroded rocks.
anyway after lunch was the games that the J1s organized for us..stuff like "fantasy island"- which is just a fancy name for a game meant to get us dirty and stuff blindfolded.haha.
well showered after that but couldn't get the smell of coffee out of my nose..anyways had my favourite part after that..the barbeque! i just so love barbeques.haha.oh man then came the highlight after that..lionel was like telling everyone to gather in the house for a while..so we all did and we all sat around then they sat around and jackie(on behalf of the J1s) started to give a speech..and boy was it a speech..nearly moved me to tears because they were so sincere about it..then they gave us home-made cookies with a personalized messages in it..i just knew mine had a underlying message..it went "never stay disappointed..you were the ups in the downs" gosh when i first read it i thought it was so sweet but later on i realized that they might be actually talking about me and her..and not to stay disappointed that things turned out like this..i mean why would the trackers ask me to never stay disappointed if not for this? i mean i've never been disappointed with track and all..so ya.thats what made me think..
after that was free and easy and we kinda didnt have much to do so we decided to take a little tour of old changi hospital.personally i'm not really superstitious and don't really get scared of ghosts and all although they do freak me out sometimes. jj was damn worried that we might get possessed and anthea would only go if there were an even number of people..which there was in the end..so ya she came along in the end.
my second time in there wasn't as scary as the first time..was kinda boring this time actually..so we came back to the chalet after a while..we played cards for a while and man i've gotta say, i'm kinda good at the game hearts..haha..well it got kinda boring again so we started to watch the asian games..then something caught my eye..i saw lionel and shi ming playing the guitar..well shi ming was playing and lionel was teaching her and i thought that they were oh so cute together..how sweet..although it wasn't me..seeing them made me feel really happy for them..at least someone managed to get the promised prize.
that kinda just reminded me of this song by Bright Eyes.lovely song though it may take some getting used to.
anyway i felt a little tired from the whole day so i went to one of the rooms to lie down..i didnt want to sleep..not on my last ever track chalet..lucky for me i didnt or i would have missed out hell alot too..in the room lay jackie and i was like..hey lets talk man..before i knew it..brendan came in..jj next..angie, faye and xin ying after a while..and there we all were talking in the dark in a room where the aircon was spoiled and stunk because of all the soiled clothes in people's bags.
then at about 3am we went out to eat some marshmellows and then we all had a bright idea of going to changi village to see the trannies and eat prata and drink the night away. the prata sucked but the wild turkey whiskey was good. we walked back and talked about a whole lot of stuff..stuff that people who were high talked about.
we went to the water front later on and talked..at first was just ATG and xin ying so we decided to play truth or truth where we spinned the whiskey bottle and the person it pointed at would have to answer a question..no options..haha..was very enlightening..lionel and shi ming and daryl low came later on which made it even more fun..we did this all the way to sunrise where everyone just knocked out after that..
that kinda sums up the whole chalet..and it wouldn't sound so exciting but ya i have to admit it was kinda one of my most enjoyable chalets ever..thank you guys and girls who made this happen..noone could ever ask for a better set of friends than you all!
this is for you!
and i'm not doing much with my life nowadays..feel very sedated and i just like sleep for most of the days that i have nothing on..like today i've taken three naps so far and it still doesn't feel like it's enough.haha.
oh ya the track chalet was so bloody awesome!! apart from the fact that we got super dirty playing some of the games, everything else was just so great!
well it started in the morning where we played some normal games like basketball, soccer and touch rugby in a god forsaken place in changi.that was ok, just gave me terrible muscle aches yesterday and today.haha.
lunch was bought from that hawker centre in changi with damn good nasi lemak and ate it at the chalet itself..the chalet was huge and very nice..right in front of the beach..though i wouldn't say it was a beach..more like a mucky oil spill with sand that tore the bases of my feet. sand is so over-rated..it's just eroded rocks.
anyway after lunch was the games that the J1s organized for us..stuff like "fantasy island"- which is just a fancy name for a game meant to get us dirty and stuff blindfolded.haha.
well showered after that but couldn't get the smell of coffee out of my nose..anyways had my favourite part after that..the barbeque! i just so love barbeques.haha.oh man then came the highlight after that..lionel was like telling everyone to gather in the house for a while..so we all did and we all sat around then they sat around and jackie(on behalf of the J1s) started to give a speech..and boy was it a speech..nearly moved me to tears because they were so sincere about it..then they gave us home-made cookies with a personalized messages in it..i just knew mine had a underlying message..it went "never stay disappointed..you were the ups in the downs" gosh when i first read it i thought it was so sweet but later on i realized that they might be actually talking about me and her..and not to stay disappointed that things turned out like this..i mean why would the trackers ask me to never stay disappointed if not for this? i mean i've never been disappointed with track and all..so ya.thats what made me think..
after that was free and easy and we kinda didnt have much to do so we decided to take a little tour of old changi hospital.personally i'm not really superstitious and don't really get scared of ghosts and all although they do freak me out sometimes. jj was damn worried that we might get possessed and anthea would only go if there were an even number of people..which there was in the end..so ya she came along in the end.
my second time in there wasn't as scary as the first time..was kinda boring this time actually..so we came back to the chalet after a while..we played cards for a while and man i've gotta say, i'm kinda good at the game hearts..haha..well it got kinda boring again so we started to watch the asian games..then something caught my eye..i saw lionel and shi ming playing the guitar..well shi ming was playing and lionel was teaching her and i thought that they were oh so cute together..how sweet..although it wasn't me..seeing them made me feel really happy for them..at least someone managed to get the promised prize.
that kinda just reminded me of this song by Bright Eyes.lovely song though it may take some getting used to.
anyway i felt a little tired from the whole day so i went to one of the rooms to lie down..i didnt want to sleep..not on my last ever track chalet..lucky for me i didnt or i would have missed out hell alot too..in the room lay jackie and i was like..hey lets talk man..before i knew it..brendan came in..jj next..angie, faye and xin ying after a while..and there we all were talking in the dark in a room where the aircon was spoiled and stunk because of all the soiled clothes in people's bags.
then at about 3am we went out to eat some marshmellows and then we all had a bright idea of going to changi village to see the trannies and eat prata and drink the night away. the prata sucked but the wild turkey whiskey was good. we walked back and talked about a whole lot of stuff..stuff that people who were high talked about.
we went to the water front later on and talked..at first was just ATG and xin ying so we decided to play truth or truth where we spinned the whiskey bottle and the person it pointed at would have to answer a question..no options..haha..was very enlightening..lionel and shi ming and daryl low came later on which made it even more fun..we did this all the way to sunrise where everyone just knocked out after that..
that kinda sums up the whole chalet..and it wouldn't sound so exciting but ya i have to admit it was kinda one of my most enjoyable chalets ever..thank you guys and girls who made this happen..noone could ever ask for a better set of friends than you all!
this is for you!
Sunday, December 3, 2006
i have the greatest and best friends in the world
HELLO it's been so long since i last wrote in here i've forgotten where i left off.
it's been nearly a week man. well tennis with bran last mon was good. really gave me a good tan.ha.then we were kinda bored so we went swimming after lunch but i didnt really swim..just soaked myself in the water while he went on a mission to complete 10 laps.ha.then played dota on my com after we came back to my house.i pretty much spent the rest of that day doing nothing in wait for the next day to come.
tues i kinda wasted my day again..went training in the morning with bren,jj and angie and the rest of the J1s.did 2.4km twice.i think nothing can ever be as tough as track training.ate lunch.went home.sleep.dota.dinner.tv.sleep.all i was waiting for was prom night on thur. oh ya after training while at bishan we kinda met a smashed up frog on the road and took a pic of it to send to gane..he loves smashed up frogs.
wed i had quite a time..woke up early to play tennis with kelvin and the rest at his club.spent half the time out of the sun and in the club itself.finished the whole of time crisis 2 in the arcade there.ha.then went out to play a little more and got so burned my face was so red i looked as though i just had five shots of vodka.ate lunch and crashed kelvin's house which i always say..is a magical wonderland.has everything in it.after singing chinese songs which i had no idea how to sing with my classmates who love chinese karaoke..we ate dinner at kelvin's club again.gosh he actually paid for our entire dinner all the way down to the banana boat ice cream.thanks kelvin! as i was kinda new with hanging out with kelvin..i was expecting to pay him back but everyone else kinda didnt even offer.so i'm guessing he does this quite often.thanked him later of course.
went home thinking i have to get used to having such a friend like kelvin. this is the new shit man.
thur finally came! of course it's sun now. made a start by going track training again.bren, jj angie and I were the first there.the irony man.was quite an alright training.pushed quite hard but was manageable.sadly i lost to angie again.by 2 secs this time.i ought to be shot.
went home to shower eat and change then met bren at far east to accompany him and JJ at their hair salon place.i was satisfied with mine so i didnt style it.it turned out that the lady got our appointment timing wrong so we had to come back an hour later.sheesh bren and I felt damn funny walking around far east in our prom clothes.seriously we were the most over-dressed in the house.we loved the attention though. it would be weird if i was alone.but two of us make us look unique and special.when JJ and his friends came..we looked normal already.ha.
after waiting for like two and a half hours..we finally made our way to the hotel and when we went in i got kinda scared.everyone was so formal and there i was in my punk rocker clothes that made me look like a mixed up franz ferdinad and green day fan.but i felt alright after a while..when the complements started coming in.haha.i was seriously the only person in the whole ballroom dressed like that.which made feel kinda cool i admit.although under-dressed.still cool.love my tie.haha
well i wont say the prom was fantastic..didnt like the food and my table was at quite a lousy location.was sitting sideways the whole time to see the stage.but it's alright.no choice ya..someone had to sit there.ha.
sitting next to the stage wasnt the bad part.it was sitting near the councillor's tables that kinda changed my evening.some some stuff i didnt want to ever see.tore me up man..a problem that was once mine to worry about.
The last message you sent said I looked really down
That I oughtta come over and talk about it
Well I wasn't down
I just wasn't smiling at you, yeah
Well I'm just a voice in your earpiece
Telling you no, it's not alright
You know, you could have it so much better
You could have it so much better
If you tried
If you tried
If you tried
If you tried
So get up on your own
Baby, get up on your own
Get up on your own
Baby, get up on your own
Yeah, get up on your own
So get up on your own
Get up on your own
So get up on your own
but ya anyways it was great to see all my friends at one time and taking pictures with like one million people.i love taking pictures.
after the prom i had a hard time deciding whether i should go to a pub with my tracker friends or go to DXO with my class friends.i tell you it's damn hard to decide between two groups of friends.i decided on track friends.
then changed my mind half an hour later and took a cab down to DXO. at DXO i kinda dropped my wallet in the cab and couldnt find it! gosh what a clutz..thank god for jarod (cjc prom king 2006) who was there and helped me find it! thanks jarod!haha.was so relieved.
i wont say clubbing is hell fun but i wont say it's boring too..was quite an eye opener on my virgin clubbing experience.the first free drink was so weak though. i finished it in a gulp cause i was so thirsty.my 2nd drink was a martini and i took a little longer to drink it even though i was even more thirsty at that point of time. danced a while..or at least tried..then decided it was more fun seeing other people dance or try to dance.ha.
crashed charles's house after that and slept for three hours before waking up at 7am to play top spin 2 with him and eat breakfast.haha.watched "me, myself and irene" before heading home.although i was with jon the whole time home..i felt kinda zombie-like what with the drinks and lack of sleep.
that was fri..spent pretty much the rest of the day doing nothing again.it's amazing how time just flies nowadays..the time just disappears.ha
sat charles mum invited us over to eat homemade popiah..i just love making my own popiahs although they always end up looking like burgers with spilling juice..had to leave as soon as i came to go for dinner at east coast..clementi in the west to east coast in well..the east.haha.watched alot of tv after that.
yay i finally caught up to today! sunday the 3rd of dec.haha..i'm just gonna do nothing today again cause i cant wait for tomorrow! track chalet! haha.i cant wait..plus amanda will be there tomorrow so that makes it her first time at a track chalet..i hope it's fun..actually i know it will be fun..if it werent..i'll make it fun.haha.
well my past week sounds quite boring to me now..now that i've thought about it..the whole of last week i spent thinking about the past and stuff..thank god for my great friends who helped me along with picking up the pieces of my world after it got shattered.if you don't know what i'm talking about it's cause you don't know..if you do though, then thanks alot!=)
i haven't been listening much to music but there's this song that i kinda like cause it's kinda unique.haha.hope you like it!
it's been nearly a week man. well tennis with bran last mon was good. really gave me a good tan.ha.then we were kinda bored so we went swimming after lunch but i didnt really swim..just soaked myself in the water while he went on a mission to complete 10 laps.ha.then played dota on my com after we came back to my house.i pretty much spent the rest of that day doing nothing in wait for the next day to come.
tues i kinda wasted my day again..went training in the morning with bren,jj and angie and the rest of the J1s.did 2.4km twice.i think nothing can ever be as tough as track training.ate lunch.went home.sleep.dota.dinner.tv.sleep.all i was waiting for was prom night on thur. oh ya after training while at bishan we kinda met a smashed up frog on the road and took a pic of it to send to gane..he loves smashed up frogs.
wed i had quite a time..woke up early to play tennis with kelvin and the rest at his club.spent half the time out of the sun and in the club itself.finished the whole of time crisis 2 in the arcade there.ha.then went out to play a little more and got so burned my face was so red i looked as though i just had five shots of vodka.ate lunch and crashed kelvin's house which i always say..is a magical wonderland.has everything in it.after singing chinese songs which i had no idea how to sing with my classmates who love chinese karaoke..we ate dinner at kelvin's club again.gosh he actually paid for our entire dinner all the way down to the banana boat ice cream.thanks kelvin! as i was kinda new with hanging out with kelvin..i was expecting to pay him back but everyone else kinda didnt even offer.so i'm guessing he does this quite often.thanked him later of course.
went home thinking i have to get used to having such a friend like kelvin. this is the new shit man.
thur finally came! of course it's sun now. made a start by going track training again.bren, jj angie and I were the first there.the irony man.was quite an alright training.pushed quite hard but was manageable.sadly i lost to angie again.by 2 secs this time.i ought to be shot.
went home to shower eat and change then met bren at far east to accompany him and JJ at their hair salon place.i was satisfied with mine so i didnt style it.it turned out that the lady got our appointment timing wrong so we had to come back an hour later.sheesh bren and I felt damn funny walking around far east in our prom clothes.seriously we were the most over-dressed in the house.we loved the attention though. it would be weird if i was alone.but two of us make us look unique and special.when JJ and his friends came..we looked normal already.ha.
after waiting for like two and a half hours..we finally made our way to the hotel and when we went in i got kinda scared.everyone was so formal and there i was in my punk rocker clothes that made me look like a mixed up franz ferdinad and green day fan.but i felt alright after a while..when the complements started coming in.haha.i was seriously the only person in the whole ballroom dressed like that.which made feel kinda cool i admit.although under-dressed.still cool.love my tie.haha
well i wont say the prom was fantastic..didnt like the food and my table was at quite a lousy location.was sitting sideways the whole time to see the stage.but it's alright.no choice ya..someone had to sit there.ha.
sitting next to the stage wasnt the bad part.it was sitting near the councillor's tables that kinda changed my evening.some some stuff i didnt want to ever see.tore me up man..a problem that was once mine to worry about.
The last message you sent said I looked really down
That I oughtta come over and talk about it
Well I wasn't down
I just wasn't smiling at you, yeah
Well I'm just a voice in your earpiece
Telling you no, it's not alright
You know, you could have it so much better
You could have it so much better
If you tried
If you tried
If you tried
If you tried
So get up on your own
Baby, get up on your own
Get up on your own
Baby, get up on your own
Yeah, get up on your own
So get up on your own
Get up on your own
So get up on your own
but ya anyways it was great to see all my friends at one time and taking pictures with like one million people.i love taking pictures.
after the prom i had a hard time deciding whether i should go to a pub with my tracker friends or go to DXO with my class friends.i tell you it's damn hard to decide between two groups of friends.i decided on track friends.
then changed my mind half an hour later and took a cab down to DXO. at DXO i kinda dropped my wallet in the cab and couldnt find it! gosh what a clutz..thank god for jarod (cjc prom king 2006) who was there and helped me find it! thanks jarod!haha.was so relieved.
i wont say clubbing is hell fun but i wont say it's boring too..was quite an eye opener on my virgin clubbing experience.the first free drink was so weak though. i finished it in a gulp cause i was so thirsty.my 2nd drink was a martini and i took a little longer to drink it even though i was even more thirsty at that point of time. danced a while..or at least tried..then decided it was more fun seeing other people dance or try to dance.ha.
crashed charles's house after that and slept for three hours before waking up at 7am to play top spin 2 with him and eat breakfast.haha.watched "me, myself and irene" before heading home.although i was with jon the whole time home..i felt kinda zombie-like what with the drinks and lack of sleep.
that was fri..spent pretty much the rest of the day doing nothing again.it's amazing how time just flies nowadays..the time just disappears.ha
sat charles mum invited us over to eat homemade popiah..i just love making my own popiahs although they always end up looking like burgers with spilling juice..had to leave as soon as i came to go for dinner at east coast..clementi in the west to east coast in well..the east.haha.watched alot of tv after that.
yay i finally caught up to today! sunday the 3rd of dec.haha..i'm just gonna do nothing today again cause i cant wait for tomorrow! track chalet! haha.i cant wait..plus amanda will be there tomorrow so that makes it her first time at a track chalet..i hope it's fun..actually i know it will be fun..if it werent..i'll make it fun.haha.
well my past week sounds quite boring to me now..now that i've thought about it..the whole of last week i spent thinking about the past and stuff..thank god for my great friends who helped me along with picking up the pieces of my world after it got shattered.if you don't know what i'm talking about it's cause you don't know..if you do though, then thanks alot!=)
i haven't been listening much to music but there's this song that i kinda like cause it's kinda unique.haha.hope you like it!
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