what i want; i already have

Si me ves hallarás en mis ojos el amor
eres tú la mitad que a mi vida completó
Lo que soy te daré sin miedo a algun error
creo en ti y dejaré en tus manos mi ilusión.
Quiero estar dentro de tu corazón,
Poder lograr que me ames como yo.

I only wanna be the man
to give you everything I can
every day and every night
love you for all my life.
I don't wanna change the world
as long as you're my girl
it's more than enough,
just to be the man you love.

Quiero ser el lugar donde puedas refugiar
el temor y calmar en mis brazos tu ansiedad
Desde hoy voy a ser todo para ti
Hasta ayer te soñé y ahora estás aquí
Quiero oir tus secretos, lo que sueñes descubrir,
quiero amarte así.

I only wanna be the man
to give you everything I can
every day and every night
love you for all my life.
I don't wanna change the world
as long as you're my girl
it's more than enough,
just to be the man you love.

Just to be the man you love <3

why do you leave me in between siamese cities?

times like this i wish i didn't have a brain so i wouldn't think so much

i need some peace and some release

i hope it's not going to be a sleepless night.

because

because you're still the last thing on my mind before i sleep and the first when i wake
because i still light up like a 500,000 kilowatt bulb when i get a message from you in the morning
because i still can't wait to meet you whenever i can
because i still love giving you surprises
because you still give me butterflies
because i see a great future with you
because you're everything
because (etc)

and that's why i'm yours <3

how to disappear completely(and never be found)

once again, exactly a year on, i am here for a lack of anyone to talk to(and a lack of ability to sleep)

but how ironic that now i'm here i have nothing to say! or rather, i don't exactly know what or how to say it.

i just wish that things didn't get different; that things could be simple. i don't like complicating things and i never did and i hate that it happens more than i want it to. i know that this 'person' you see isn't me but i don't know why he manages to take control so easily. it pains me so much that the only person i want to not see me that way; sees me that way. <\3

i'm sorry for the hurt:(

morning glory

it all started on 24aug2008, at 5 in the morning specially to wish me luck

then again for any subsequent race i'd done after that in the morning

then it was every tuesday morning at 7am

then it was today again at 630am for my first ahm training of the year

for whatever reason, at whatever time; every single time she does it, it puts a huge huge huge smile on my face. when i'm cold, alone, sleepy, and tired, having that is the best way to jumpstart my day because i am reminded once again of the love, care, and dedication that i get from her. and it makes me so so so happy <3

the problem with time

here and now, daryl, here and now.

love is a symbol of eternity. it wipes out all sense of time destroying all memory of a beginning and all fear of an end

at last..

at last, i managed to do something for my girlfriend when she's sick(because she doesn't fall sick that often and when she does i always seem to be stuck in school you see..) Haha so i had my chance today! surprised her(for once) with a chocolate sundae (not strawberry-cos strawberry sundaes are for bitches) and a hot cake with sausage meal!(comes with hashbrown and hot tea if you didnt realize) we had a great breakfast together!:) and yea i did it because i believe that when you're sick, you dont want something that you KNOW will make you feel better, but doesn't..not right away anyway(aka pills), but rather, you'd want something that actually DOES make you feel better! like chocolate sundae and macs breakfast XD

(p.s. this is what i'd envisioned posting so i'm just gonna post it as i want XD you're the only one who ever reads this anyway hahaha)

post celebratory mood

yesterday made me really happy for so many reasons! reasons that i'd actually known all along already but yea it was further reinforced last night!

i think it's amazing how we don't NEED to go somewhere special and do something special to actually FEEL special. i guess being with that special someone is all we ever need. it's all i ever need.

and at the expense of sounding really snobbish, i think that's what sets us apart from everyone else and that's what makes us so much more awesome than everyone else. we're seriously in a league of our own!XD

but yes, in simple terms, what i'm trying to say is that. this is the stuff that dreams are made of; and that this is the stuff that lasts the test of time!

'you know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is FINALLY better than your dreams' <3

universal truth

you was it
you are it
you will always be it


you
you and only you<3

you know it's true

the past is a grotesque animal