haha hey man i just feel like putting up so much music today.it may be good or bad..but they're just the songs i feel like listening to right now.haha
Oasis - Stand By Me
Coldplay - The Scientist
Muse - Unintended
Metric - Poster Of A Girl
Saturday, June 30, 2007
could you? i think you could.
could you read my mind for me? cause i think i cant interpret my thoughts properly.ha.sheesh.
now i know why i dont like to be serious about things. i tend to joke around i tend to not take thing seriously all the time and i never actually thought about how or why i'm like that...well i guess its cause i'm not serious about that too.but i have sorta come to the realization or conclusion that i am like that because i simply refuse to think about what the answer may be for fear of the answer itself.you get me?you prolly dont but yea i get me.ha.
when i get serious about things i tend to think too much about them.i come up with conclusions that have no backings and i tend to wonder why things are like that..why things are the way they are.is it because of something i did?or something i didn't do? or perhaps there's nothing to it at all in the first place.most of the time it's just nothing and i'm just thinking too much..sometimes..only sometimes it turns out to be true.and when what i fear turns out to be true..i stop thinking about the important issues again and revert back to my un-serious self.
i think my hunger's driving me to say all these nonsense.didnt eat anything since breakfast man,what have i been thinking.shit i'm starving..curry noodles here i come!!!haha.
The Killers - Read My Mind
now i know why i dont like to be serious about things. i tend to joke around i tend to not take thing seriously all the time and i never actually thought about how or why i'm like that...well i guess its cause i'm not serious about that too.but i have sorta come to the realization or conclusion that i am like that because i simply refuse to think about what the answer may be for fear of the answer itself.you get me?you prolly dont but yea i get me.ha.
when i get serious about things i tend to think too much about them.i come up with conclusions that have no backings and i tend to wonder why things are like that..why things are the way they are.is it because of something i did?or something i didn't do? or perhaps there's nothing to it at all in the first place.most of the time it's just nothing and i'm just thinking too much..sometimes..only sometimes it turns out to be true.and when what i fear turns out to be true..i stop thinking about the important issues again and revert back to my un-serious self.
i think my hunger's driving me to say all these nonsense.didnt eat anything since breakfast man,what have i been thinking.shit i'm starving..curry noodles here i come!!!haha.
The Killers - Read My Mind
Friday, June 29, 2007
infantry..close companions..with my rifle and my buddy and me
hello! i noticed that ever since i entered the army..i only update my blog every two months..this time i'm early by a few days i guess.haha.
well time does fly huh..like more than a quarter of my army life's over already..pretty quick ya? i don't know why but time is fast disappearing..to me that is..i dont know about you but i can just imagine myself commissioning soon..then hopefully go back to tekong as an instructor and then yea..ORD!haha.oh well then by that time i would have wished that time didnt pass that fast or something like that.ha.
ok so now i'm entering the next phase of training..the hardcore one..my wing has been split up into the various arms and i have been posted to infantry..they say its the best place to be already.ha.but i know i was only posted here because i'm representing ocs in the army half marathon(AHM)..which i havent been training for for quite some time now already.ha.oh wells.i'll prolly go for one of those 15 or 16km runs later..if i dont feel lazy enough..ha
well like i said sierra got split up so now the only girl left in the infantry camp is unfortunately not in my wing..she was in my section previously so i was quite used to having a girl around to talk to but now it's just all guys..i'm not complaining..now we can walk around with our shirts off..occasionally see someone run to the toilet in just his underwear and yea..super guy stuff.haha.but seriously i find talking to a girl very different from talking to a guy.i dont know why..maybe it's just me but yea that's me.haa
these past few weeks i've been thinking alot of myself, of those around me of how things have been going on for me.i've been doing things i've never done before..things my friends reckon i would never do and shouldnt do..oh well it's done and that's my decision and i'm never turning back.i'm free and so are you!haha.i just thought of this song and it's for all you free birds out there!haha.
Lynard Skynard - Free Bird
so yea anyways many interestong things have happened over the last few weeks.there was my birthday..there was social night..there was platoon field camp..there was platoon live firing..and there was the end of 67/07 sierra wing.lemme see where should i start..
well my birthday was quite boring..i didnt do much..but to everyone of you who remembered thank you! it means alot to just remember someone's birthday i think..be it by memory or because friendster reminded you or perhaps its stored in your handphone reminders.haha. so anyway i was in camp on my birthday and managed to book out at about evening to go home.the night before my PC surprised us all the june babies by buying us a huge huge chocolate cake with a cup of bubble tea for everyone..hee..was quite pleased you know..at least in camp we still got to enjoy ourselves..so yes back to my birthday itself..you wont believe it i went home and just slept.it was the best present at that point of time cause i was just so tired..plus i was feeling under the weather so yea..sleep was the best option at that point of time.oh yea thanks for all the pressies that you ppl gave me..the cd..the shirt..etc..love it.thanks.ha
social night was oh so cool.i was so excited to go then when the day came i actually felt nervous..maybe cause my date was just so stunningly hot.hahaha.i swear she was the best looking in the entire place..noone coould come close.so yea besides that the food was kinda sucky..except for the prawns which i dont normally eat..but because i was so desperate(they didnt want to serve me rice!) i actually learned on the spot how to peal the skin off from the prawns.ha.
and well..the end of 67/07 ocs sierra wing..was damn emo la i wanted to cry man i tell you.haha we didnt even have a proper goodbye or something because everything was so rushed and like what with all the area cleaning and inspections and packing going on.it was like so sooo rushed and before you know it.it was over.thank god we met up yesterday.haha..was crazy man..we went to kbox and like just sang our hearts out..not that we were very good at it..but yea the feelings were there.such a nice warm feeling.ha.
so yea today's one of those chill out sit at home and relak one corner days where you dont do anything except pass the time doing stuffs like this or just wasting time thinking about how the sky would look like tonight..whether the rain will come exactly when i start to run or whether someone out there is thinking of you as you think of them..haha.have you got these kinda days? it's quite therapeutic actually.loosens you up but at the same time makes you just wish you could do something..something about how things work and something about just something.okayy i think i better stop writing before more nonsense than even i dont understand starts spilling out from my mouth..no my fingers..no..hmm..whatever.
for every you and every me.
Placebo - Every You Every Me
i feel quite detached today.apart from the world.shit man i think i'm becoming a full fletched army man.i feel so lost and with nothing to do whenever i'm out of camp.hahaha.
Oasis - Half The World Away
well time does fly huh..like more than a quarter of my army life's over already..pretty quick ya? i don't know why but time is fast disappearing..to me that is..i dont know about you but i can just imagine myself commissioning soon..then hopefully go back to tekong as an instructor and then yea..ORD!haha.oh well then by that time i would have wished that time didnt pass that fast or something like that.ha.
ok so now i'm entering the next phase of training..the hardcore one..my wing has been split up into the various arms and i have been posted to infantry..they say its the best place to be already.ha.but i know i was only posted here because i'm representing ocs in the army half marathon(AHM)..which i havent been training for for quite some time now already.ha.oh wells.i'll prolly go for one of those 15 or 16km runs later..if i dont feel lazy enough..ha
well like i said sierra got split up so now the only girl left in the infantry camp is unfortunately not in my wing..she was in my section previously so i was quite used to having a girl around to talk to but now it's just all guys..i'm not complaining..now we can walk around with our shirts off..occasionally see someone run to the toilet in just his underwear and yea..super guy stuff.haha.but seriously i find talking to a girl very different from talking to a guy.i dont know why..maybe it's just me but yea that's me.haa
these past few weeks i've been thinking alot of myself, of those around me of how things have been going on for me.i've been doing things i've never done before..things my friends reckon i would never do and shouldnt do..oh well it's done and that's my decision and i'm never turning back.i'm free and so are you!haha.i just thought of this song and it's for all you free birds out there!haha.
Lynard Skynard - Free Bird
so yea anyways many interestong things have happened over the last few weeks.there was my birthday..there was social night..there was platoon field camp..there was platoon live firing..and there was the end of 67/07 sierra wing.lemme see where should i start..
well my birthday was quite boring..i didnt do much..but to everyone of you who remembered thank you! it means alot to just remember someone's birthday i think..be it by memory or because friendster reminded you or perhaps its stored in your handphone reminders.haha. so anyway i was in camp on my birthday and managed to book out at about evening to go home.the night before my PC surprised us all the june babies by buying us a huge huge chocolate cake with a cup of bubble tea for everyone..hee..was quite pleased you know..at least in camp we still got to enjoy ourselves..so yes back to my birthday itself..you wont believe it i went home and just slept.it was the best present at that point of time cause i was just so tired..plus i was feeling under the weather so yea..sleep was the best option at that point of time.oh yea thanks for all the pressies that you ppl gave me..the cd..the shirt..etc..love it.thanks.ha
social night was oh so cool.i was so excited to go then when the day came i actually felt nervous..maybe cause my date was just so stunningly hot.hahaha.i swear she was the best looking in the entire place..noone coould come close.so yea besides that the food was kinda sucky..except for the prawns which i dont normally eat..but because i was so desperate(they didnt want to serve me rice!) i actually learned on the spot how to peal the skin off from the prawns.ha.
and well..the end of 67/07 ocs sierra wing..was damn emo la i wanted to cry man i tell you.haha we didnt even have a proper goodbye or something because everything was so rushed and like what with all the area cleaning and inspections and packing going on.it was like so sooo rushed and before you know it.it was over.thank god we met up yesterday.haha..was crazy man..we went to kbox and like just sang our hearts out..not that we were very good at it..but yea the feelings were there.such a nice warm feeling.ha.
so yea today's one of those chill out sit at home and relak one corner days where you dont do anything except pass the time doing stuffs like this or just wasting time thinking about how the sky would look like tonight..whether the rain will come exactly when i start to run or whether someone out there is thinking of you as you think of them..haha.have you got these kinda days? it's quite therapeutic actually.loosens you up but at the same time makes you just wish you could do something..something about how things work and something about just something.okayy i think i better stop writing before more nonsense than even i dont understand starts spilling out from my mouth..no my fingers..no..hmm..whatever.
for every you and every me.
Placebo - Every You Every Me
i feel quite detached today.apart from the world.shit man i think i'm becoming a full fletched army man.i feel so lost and with nothing to do whenever i'm out of camp.hahaha.
Oasis - Half The World Away
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